Today I...woke up @7:30am & did homework, made smoothies and  coffee with Charis while watching The Office, sewed a little dress for  the 5yr old that I nanny (her birthday is this week), cleaned the house  from head to foot (including organizing my dreaded closet &  laundry), acupuncture (nap included) with my roommate Charli, whose car  tire I failed at attempting to fill up with air - afterwards wondering  how I'll ever be a mechanic (this is a new story in my life and details  will be to follow). I then talked with Caiti while she bought tickets to  Portland in two weeks (YAY, it'll be Spring break and we're going to  Canada! WHOOT!), researched what else I need to get in order for school,  found $40 (in my closet),  and then shared a beer (and a 1/2) with my  friend Chris while talking about days of past - which I realized after  he left is in celebration of my third March living in Portland! I  haven't been in one spot for this long in a while and it feels  weird...but, I'm starting to enjoy it here.
The day has  come to an end and I sit here reflecting on it in joy of what it  brought...and tomorrow looks just as exciting - Math class at 8am,  bouldering for a few hours, weight-lifting, lunch, homework, work, out  to dinner with Charli and our neighbors, homework, bed...I like having a  schedule filled with so many wonderful things.
And I  have something to look forward to: I've been writing about wanting to  become a pilot...well, this is not coming together and as the deadlines  were fast approaching to start the program by Spring I decided I must  come up with a plan B - which for now is the road I am taking: I have  decided to become an "Aviation Maintenance Technician". A couple weeks  ago I had a tour of the hangar where classes are held and fell in love  with what I saw and who I met. About 10 airplanes were scattered about  with various students after the morning classes working on a few of them  - practicing what they'd learned that day. I was jealous...it looks  like so much fun! And there is a painting room...a parts testing room  that looks like a dark room, and an awesome section that looks like a  giant sewing and button machine  - it is rad. To top it off I've taken  every necessary class to get in - all I need is my intro course (next  term) and $1,500 worth of tools (its going to be like Christmas in my  house soon -  I cannot wait to go tool shopping! So exciting!). The only  thing that scares me is that there are very few girls who apply. I in  fact could be the only woman all year...that'd be odd.
My  adviser was awesome but didn't fail to tell me multiple times that this  program is not easy and that I had to be serious if I was going to keep  up with all the classes...I think I am ready for the challenge: I need a  challenge. And, in two years - when I graduate -  I am going to get a  AMT job on an airport, live with family and save every single penny to  become a pilot . . . I cannot wait to be a mechanic technician and to  someday be a pilot. I cannot wait to be a flower gardener, a pop-corn  cook for my own business, maybe be an adoptive mom, maybe a  photographer. I cannot wait to travel and go on adventures - probably  tomorrow - and to laugh as much as today...
...today I felt as though I could fly
